I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,

That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.

hmmm...juz activated my card to hcibs today. I am officially in ibp again. AND THE DOOR BETWEEN HALL F AND G IS INDEED OPENED YAY . went to block F after checking in and found derrick there (: mugged a while when weijun came back from his bsp talk. Apparently yan boomz appealed into that rm. Oh well i wish derrick and weijun gd luck with such a rmmate. Officially moving in tmr, looking forward to all the delicious food and stable network -.- haha ok i shldnt be so pessimitic on the start of ibp. I shld rather look forward to an interesting year ahead.

I have been vry inefficient at mugging chinese. been at it for hours, and nth much ahs been done, after this blog post i am signing off and mugging a while b4 going sleep. SIgh feel like ponning tuition tmr D:

today hcse reh was fine..nth interesting nor boring, juz had some photo taking. And audrey and zhichao were trying to convince run xian to join strings instead of band haha.

Anyway, somehow..something's wrong with me. Wat exactly, i dunno. Sigh oh well.

it's 11pm, roughly 6.5 more days to my bdae.

Heard a rather unsurpising, yet still rather shocking news ytd. Run Xian has signed up for percussion in band. Knowing him as a cellists for so many years, obviously it does shock ppl a bit. And after reading alwyn's note on fb, set me thinking also. HCSE does nid cellist. If he doesnt go, there may really be no cellist for his batch. That's rather bad :/ nvm let's see how things go.

HCSE is fast approaching. There are only 6 practices left b4 the concert, according to the juz released schedule. During which tests are spamming us. In other words, after a short rest after providence, it's time to get insanely busy again. And i am sure cca would be vry enjoyable starting from tmr -.- which really helps a lot man. Started revision for tests nxt wk, gna continue and go sleep in a while,

Bye, btw i typed this in 5 mins lolz

AHHHHHHH this cant go on. It's nt goodbye forever! I must change to this mindset! There's still msn, fb. And when they come over to s'pore we can always leave our address when they come. Or vice versa.

I srsly nida start catching up on work

The concert ended, 'with a bang'. That was wat ms ting wanted it to be. For the concert to end in a bang. It did. Seeing half the audience standing up and singing to the sch song. That scene. And Tchai 5 was a vry gd success. A vry vry gd effort, esp the winds :D Thanks winds for doing ur best. Your role in this success was very great. Shang go into details abt the concert, but it's a night to remember. For a long long time.

The night of the concert mark the end of the 3rd days of knowing ppl from belilios public sch. With only 5 days of exchange, surprisingly strong bonds were forged. Smiles were shown, pieces were shared, gifts were exchanged. And a lot of us do miss them already. Judging by the turn up of abt 12 ppl at the airport today. Steven and i went at 10pm ytd to west mall juz to get gifts for the cello section, and i must admit that gift is a vry memorable gift, thats y both of us got 1 for ourselves also (: Thank you, friendships that overcome borders: Denise, Vicky, the rest of the cello section, Ashley, Gigi, Christine, all others. 后会有期！

The memories are still locked inside my heart, will be a while b4 i can drag myself back to reality. And test period is coming. I feel so screwed having missed so many lessons. nvm i will catch up bah.

天下没有不散的晚宴。

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Orchestra starting from today will nvr be the same again. Freedom will be
lost..sigh. Shant elaborate.

On a side note, heard i got 40/45 for math test. Phew. But could have gotten higher ):

As the title suggests, i have lost my voice. Didnt go sch today..argh the feeling of losing my voice is so terrible. I am literally confined to myself. WHY MUST I FALL SICK AT THIS KIND OF PERIOD. Life is unfair. it has been since vry long. nth goes my way ): And if this bad luck goes on, i will prob far exceed my target msg of 2.00 -.-

Concert up in 3days. Unbelievable. And belilios public school + beijing military and arts school coming tmr. I cant imagine taking to them through writing. How stupid. Nvm i will still have to go to sch tmr. After all i feel perfectly fine, juz that i cant talk.

Here is to regaining my voice b4 the concert. And thanks to these ppl who wished me get well soon: Steven, Terre, Jared, Jeremy, hannah, zheryin. I will survive :D

On a side note, my mom keeps asking me qns when she noes i am voiceless -.-

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NOOOOOOOO TMR KIDNEY DISSECTION I AM GNA SKIPPPPP T_T RAWR I WANNA DISSECT KIDNEY.

omg i have been moved from F3 ): T_T to G3. Different block, same floor. Nickee says that there is a possibility the door linking the two blocks may be open. HOPEFULLY, at least then i can still walk over to relieve those old moments :D Still rmb how we bully yongzhi by stacking all on top of him XD. And those gayings that goes on, esp last time kerry and keith was gaying during study period and the tchr walk in HAHA. Well crazy stuffs aside, we had fun in stuffs like karoke party as well (: Hah wat can u expect when u room with 2 choir vice-presidents hehe. To those ppl in F3'09 and still in F3'10: Nick Lui, Derrick, Wjngo, Keith, Kerry, Werty. I WILL MISS YOU!! Esp derrick, gd luck with snow (: dun ever give up ok? (i noe u wun be reading this -.-) To those in F3'09 and G3'10, Cao Yu, Yong Qing, Slau, i look forward to a fun year with you :D and hong you too! DUN GET TOO HORNY ON US OK! And to YP, who has been moved to G4'10, well, u have some moments that make ppl wanna punch u, but ultimately u have been vry nice in heightening the atmosphere. Thanks and gd luck with ur new friends (:

To Seniors, Yong Zhi and Nickee, So sad that u cant continue with IBP ): Moments with you have been interesting (: I will always be your evil junior >D Thanks for agreeing to come watch my concert, the both of u :D

F3'09 <3 Thanks for the memories :D

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I am sick and tired. Well literally sick and feeling very tired. I dun seem to have a fever but yet i got a headache. wat's wrong ._. I better get well soon man, concert in 6days time. And next week being so busy. I srsly nid juz a free day ):

Neo Ren Kai Edward :D
11/02/1994
Hwa Chong Insitution, SMTP
Hwa chong orchestra en corde, violoncellist <3
neorenkai@gmail.com

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